Giving up is the easiest way to never look back, but pushing through and fighting the struggle is what most people cant do. i keep saying to myself  that maybe if i push through something good will come out in the end. sometimes people just need a sign that the world will get better for them.  i cant say which path to choose but     i do know that which ever you choose, is understandable. life is no where close to being easy, but hopefully the end results will be acceptable.  

maybe

they say things always happen for a reason. I wonder what was the reason is for death. is there supposed to be happiness that comes out of it? because as i look around there has never been more fear and anger after someone dies. So if there is a reason, i am hoping i will come to terms with it soon. no one can go on living with a whole in there heart, they need closure, they need hope.